Ok, Lucas slept almost 10 hours last night and i am refreshed enough to post some more pictures
I start working on friday and i dont know how well i will handle being away from my baby
So much has changed in our relationship and i fee much better now than i felt since Lucas was born.
I watched a stupid movie today, some flick from the 80ties, but the girl in that movie had a post-partum issue like i had and she tried and write down her thoughts. i dont know the exact words but i can put it in my own words
"it is like they rip out a part of you and you forget everything about how it was to be young and careless"

And then she hears a guy standing in front of her window, she is alone and just her and the baby.
And all of the sudden, her motherly instincts kick in and she holds her baby and tries to defend it.

thats the same with me and Lucas, i had to be worried about him to realize how much he means to me. and even though it took so long, i realize how much i love my :little man" and that i am here to protect him

...ok, too much LOL, too cheesy...i know, but i just wanted to share that with you guys

Lucas tried to roll on hi stomache, he is half way there. he also smiles pretty much al the time he hears my voice and he loves standing up. i do not want to bragg but my child tried to stand on his own feed (i hold him up, on his hands or upper body) when he was 1 month old. he always had the urge to stand on his feed and he puts hs whole body weight on his legs. He can hold that position for good 5 seconds without wiggling and shaking..i am proud of my little athlete :-)
here is Lucas and me, picture taken today